I’ve programmed since age 4 in 1981. I have a Computer Science degree from Carnegie Mellon.
I’ve never gotten my first chance at work. I’m told I’m hated.
It’s never set well with me the amount of work I put into getting good at game development, sciences and such and never been given a chance.
I finally understood why it offends me:
In video games, if you get good, you win the game.
If you can’t win the game, you just train and work harder.
In life, politics means that you can be the best in the world, yet never get a chance.
I realize the offense comes not as much from the idea that I’m hated, not able to provide for a family, and the very industry gaming promoting fun and love is driven by debased hate and control…

I realize my personal offense is the idea that I’m used to skill, talent, passion and drive being the way to win. Yet, cronyism, greed, unfairness, cheats, and bribery run this fallen world. No matter how good one gets, there’s no chances for those who are driven by honesty and making the world a better place… Crooks find this to a high degree as a threat… In a world of villains on easy street, the hero appears of freedom appears to be a villain out to take away their ill gotten gains.
